Two Nine Y.O.

8:40 PM |

2-9-Y-O. A year in which I will make the fullest of it before journeying into the realm of "Maturing into a woman" As I made my wish and blew out the candles, I reflected on the things that I have gone through in my 2-8-Y-O. It has been nothing but a rewarding year! And I can thank God for that!

Maybe growing up has made me a little more sensitive (Oops!) coz this year I am affected by the word "Old & Fat" Maybe like I said - If you said it once with the right choice of words ("Getting older and do watch out the weight") it is an advice, said it second time ("sudah gemuk ") it is a joke! BUT if you said it three times continuously, it's called an INSULT ("Past your birthday girl! Gaining weight and later become auntie!) - Oh! Man! Haters mode on! You are drawing the line clearly! So get lost! I am very very pissed with it! I always am open to criticism BUT with three time continuously - sorry I will not answer!

That is no time for reflecting on the down as life is still going on! Better focus on the upside of it! Twenty eight has been a good number for me! That is the year filled with meaning and a new chapter is started at that time! Plus being twenty nine you kind of get wiser (I guess! Not more sentimental - people called it emotional!) you kind of knew who your friends really are! Not many people wishes me Happy 2-9 but I am glad that those who did are those whom I considered closest to me! (With or without criticism!) Thank God for that ! ♥ Am thankful for my sis who took the initiative to arrange her busy sales schedules to fit in celebrating birthday all the way down south with her Jie.... That is really something very gratifying!

As I look back I can see the over-abundance of how God has led me on to this! What I been through has been nothing but "exciting" (as of the world standard) - Even-though I am not faithful to Jesus, he shown to me He is true to His words irregardless of how we conduct our life! He held on to his words "I will never leave you nor forsake you" "I the Lord, your God am with you wherever you go" "Even though I walked through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil because the Lord am with me" those are his promises and I know they are true! Amen!

I shall now walked through life knowing for sure that who has my back and at the same time who is walking right in front of me! My blessings all comes from Him and He shall continue to provide good things for His children! I know for sure because I am a living testimony! Every dream of a settled down life - everyone does! Living them now only Christ can fulfilled....