Honestly if you ask me right now, there are a lot of things that is running through my mind, it is like a tug-of-war or even a server running on overtime! Really I do not know why I couldn't stop worrying, I have started out fine! And I have committed to the Lord in prayers & I have the support of my husband, family and friends! Still I am a little reserved and worry! Why?
I am not born with a silver spoon in my mouth, money was scarce when I was young! It was difficult to come by, we were taught to appreciate money and the value of it! That is why the reason I get nervous thinking about the big sum of money that went into kicking start my dreams, although hubby kept assuring me that it was nothing at all!
Just like "Quark in the Star Track - Deep Space Nine" (something that I grew fond of watching after hubby introduced them to me) he used to say "I have the lobes for business" Well that is a term for his species who is very good at making money! Well I do not know I have the lobes for business, as I do not have knowledge or anything whatsoever for it! My family doesn't come from business running folks, so I can only pray for success and I do hope that the amount of effort that I put in will bring forth something ;) AMEN!
On the other hand someone rained on my parade the other day! Someone whom I am very close with, when I told him that i am starting an Internet business, he told me the cons of starting one and he kept repeating "Internet business?!!? It is a very challenging business, a lot of people are running it! Are you sure you want to do this?" It thrown me into a doubtful situation! Maybe because of the pride in me, that I wanted to prove something to my husband! He is successful in his career and I am just a sit at home wife! So I wanted to prove to him that I can do something & he has been really proud of me when I told him I will do this! So I do not want to kind of admit defeat!
I have gone too far to quit! I will go ahead with faith and support from that few friends of mine and my family and with the words that my husband assured me! No matter what he is still proud of me!
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